TESHA's JOURNAL

hehe. well me and Justine are sitting here wondering if the mall is open i wonder..i could just go out there and ask my mom but im a weiner and dont feel like it cause im stupid...bring my momma to me hehe. yeaahh we went yesterday andddd we faced one of the scariest things EVER we talked to..... you would never guess...one of the prettiest men alive...EVER i mean whoaaa buddy he is like ROAR and dfljgsdflgjdlkj....well we talked to CHRISTIEN. dsjfakfj he attacked us and we were like AHHHHHHSDAhfkh'lkaj we like died. it was crazy and i loved it. other then that we didnt really see anyone we loved...except for the man who loves to smile at us and attack Justine in a creepish manner. hes kinda weird and he just smiles and giggles at her and its weird and i hate him for it...though his kenny chesney shirt added a nice touch to his...ness....*hahahahahahaha kenny chesney...i hate him* he scary a little. hahaha but we think he is attacking us but we are the ones who followed him across the whole mall (which isnt saying much cause our mall is small and kinda sucks a bit...but we are getting a hottopic which is a plus now that we finally have a place to get band shirts and what not) yeahhh it was silly a little. Justine has to go home again today i hate her for that...butttttt i have school tomorrow and so does sheeee and thats the devil i really hate school tis the devil ksadjasl;kfjdf.


well i must be off now..





justines out like my weeeeiner.

ahhh lkjasklfj :



American Idiot Tour

10/19 - Ft. Worth, TX

10/20 - Houston, TX

10/23 - Cincinnati, OH

10/26 - Hershey, PA

10/28 - Worcester, MA

10/29 - Philadelphia, PA

10/30 - EastRutherford, NJ

10/31 - Washington DC

11/03 - Ontario, Canada

11/04 - Montreal, Canada

11/05 - Rochester, NY

11/06 - Detroit, MI

11/12 - Denver, CO

11/16 - Everet, WA

11/17 - Vancouver, BC

11/20 - Bakersfield. CA

11/21 - San Diego, CA

11/23 - Long Beach, CA

11/24 - San Francisco, CA



DAHHH they are coming to detriot!!!! sdkfjsklj my mom better let me go...i want to go see them sooo bad!!!! dajkshdaj i want to go see this concert more then anything in the world!!! they will be so close i will beable to smellll them and since my mom wouldnt let me go to warped with Abby or warped in detroit i think she owes this to me.>

dfg I just got home from schooool i hate school its so boring lol welllll yeahhh nothing that exciting happened today except in the morning i saw Jordan standing at his bus stop with someone...it was henry lol i guess he had to stay with jordan lol that made me smile then he sat in the back and i sat in the front they only did cause the devil wanted them to that was upsetting but when they got off Jordan hit me in the head and i hope he realizes that he made my day lol dg;dklgk yeah well other then that nothing happened at all it was a pretty boring dayyyyyyyy i have a lot of homework to do. well i better get goiiiing CYYYA '



ahhh yes the senses fail cd comes out andnnnndadksndfk i think the Good Charlotte video preimeres to day or sometime this week i reallllly want the senses fail cdddddd there new video is GREAT.


well anywho cyaaaa later

can anyone smell an obsession coming on *sniff sniff* lol


im really starting to love this Motion City Soundtrack cd. its so gooddddddd i love hissss *Justin's* voice its amaaazingly beautiful I have been listening to it non-stop. kjfks i love it.

im feeling kinda depressed... i dont know why...maybeeee its just school and him and all that...god dammmmmit....why do i let myself get this upset over him.. and its not like i have any reason to be so sad its just i guess i think about the summer and i just want it back all the good times and everything i just want it back. *sighhh*

ha im watching Hard Rock Live with Steriogram haahah we respect mullets lolololol then the sang "white trash" i loved them for that one lol...they are prettty good i kinda love them a bit with their niffty little accents... lol wellll i got all my homework done which is super.... wow its 8:20 i thought it was muuuuuch earlier then that..lol yeahhh tomorrow is thursday which is good. two more days then it will be the weekend woo hoo! Today was really boring actualllly uhm... nothing really happened (not like anything ever does...) * hold on i have to go geettt my cd player * okay i had to peeee also lol

yeahhhh helllllo, im really tired one more day of school then it will be the weekend Heather wants me to go to the skatepark with her one of these dayssss (probaly saturday) yeahh i was like what the hell skater guys are niffty lol so yeahhh we might go and hang out there and perhaps meet some people lol and i really want to go to the mall i have to get the senses fail cd dammmit...lol i just figured it would be easier if i just waited tilllll the weekend to get it so yeahhh and i need to get ANOTHER AP magazine cause i need all the Green Day pictures...i havent even put up the Taking Back Sunday pictures yet haha. hmm....what did i do today...hm...nothing really lol....in art we are doing abstract paintingggs skjfksdj we are going to be working with oil paintsssss which is kinda niffty yeahhhhh i have to finish up my story for English.... AHHH JUSTINE GUESS WHAT ITS ABOUT!!! Two words: OHIO MAN... hahahaha i was like i know what im writting about ill let you read it when im done...lol maybe if i get bored enough ill write it in here...its really bad...i didnt write it in like 10 minutes ahhhh okay well for a story that only took me ten minutes if not less...its pretty damn good hahah in math we had a test i think i did pretty good....*hopefully* it was easy but thats what i always say...then i get a shitty grade lolololol but no i think i actually did pretty good on this today was a long day and Heather was suppost to call... we saw a vroomer must not of been anyone important lol *WHAT THE HELL?! TESSA SHES WEARING THE SAME PANTS THE ONES THAT SHE WEARS EVERYDAY SHES WORE EVERY SINGLE DAY SINCE SCHOOL STARTED!!! PAY ATTENTION I SWEAR SHE DOES* hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha that was silly you only told me that REALLY loud and right in front of her haha i loved it.


im listening to...COUNT THE STARS hehe...man i love them..

Take back your knife- caught in my back
Don't worry i'll be fine
Just like old friends- like ones we hate

ha, i love that parrrrrt


Count The Stars <3


well anyway im kinda bored right now yeahhh ( man ive been holding things out a lot latley lol)


well i best be off...i'll write more later

heh, i just got back to... K-MART!!! woo hoo the BIG K hehe i was bored and there was nothing better to do so i was like why not gives me something to do..yeah and i finished my homework in like 5 minutes i was happy about that


This was my homework:

Math- No Homework, cause we had a test today
Life Management- No Homework...well we had some but i finished it yesterday
Science- Write a conclusion to the lab thinger we did...(easy easy)
Art- we never have homework in art lol
History- Get 2 different colored highlighters (those were already in my locker )
English- Um...nothing. Finish my journal thinger on my book. which i did that on like monday oh yeah and finish my story but only if i wanted to and i dont really lol so im not going to unless i get bored or decide to write it on herereererer my stupid story...lol though it is a good one about a pretty man hehe.


so as you can see i pretty much had no homework and i love that cause ive had homework every night this weeeek and if they give me homework over the weekend i will be angry. I will be the procrastinator that i am and not do it untill sunday night lololol or maybe not even do it at all cause i suck like that. no, i have to do my homework....If i dont do homework= bad grades, bad grades= my mom flips out and attacks me...oh yes that has happened...*not to long ago actually* hahaha. yup kids, im a loser.


well im trying to make this long cause that always brings a smile to me faceeeee.


*sigggh* hoogabooga.

klsj Justine couldnt call me so now im just sitting here all lonely cause no one good is on to talk to and that makes me sad inside...and Justine already made me sad enough to day by reminding me of "if you know what i mean" *elbow attack* i miss that kid its weird cause ive been saying that if ya know what i mean thinger a lot latley and to find out Justine has also been saying it...hm...i take that as a sign that he is coming home lol i doubt it but what the hell we can hope he is roooight?! hahaha i get some sick enjoyment out of talking about people no one has a clue about except Justine...hahaha anywho *sigh* now i keep thinking about them Justine i blame you lol no just kidding but really it is making me quite sad right now. sdkfjsd i hate that cause then i cant STOP thinking about them...MAKE ME STOP THINKING ABOUT THEM ...well no one cares to hear me complaining sad and depressed haha, so yeahh anyway Justineeeeee is probally coming over tomorrow well i know shes going to BENAS so ill probaly attack her tis what usually happens...okay what ALWAYShappens i see her every weekend and i love that...



Justine i really want to change my earrings but ter-bear wont allow that nonsense and i hate it

i really want to go to the malll this weekend. maybe we will see Jordy there and he can take his purple thong we bought him lolololol just kidding we didnt buy him that...*ahhhh yes we did* hahahhaha he hated it and refused to take it and were like YOU SAID YOU WOULD WEAR IT!! and hes like take it away then we hooked it to his pant straps connected to his plaid *and beautiful* pants. and he couldnt get them of lolololol


well that is enough for now...ha...well catch ya later

hey there is nothing to do and im sitting in class right now we have like 15 minutes left of class still so i thought i would write in here im suprised it would even let me go here but it did hehe. yeahhh next i have art fun stuff i cant wait till today is over i want to sleep in im exhausted right now...*sigh*...well i better be going cyaaa

im kinda bored im waiting for Heather to call me. Im not sure if she thinks im calling her er what though mmmm...yeah i dont know where my Justineypup is...hm...lol skfjsdfk im so happy today is friday!! djshafj finallyyyyyy lol.yup thats quite niffty i think hehe and i only have a little homework in history and it seems quite easy...well im hungry right now muh momma needdds to hurry up on that food. Im listening to El Scorcho- by weezer right now kjsd;fkj i love this song lol In art im basically done drawing now i get to paint it woo hoo the funnnnnnnn part. HEhe im watching Good Charlotte making the video for the third time now lol i love this they are so funnyyyyy...*sigh* im praying that there new cd is as good as there last 2...they are my favorite band still but they kinda changed...i most say i like "predictable" though


Joel: I love kids....*yells at kids* GET BACK THERE!!!!
hahahahah i love that so much makes me giggle...


well anyway....ha Abby just said HEY THEREEEEE to me woo hoo

I LOVE ABBY <3 hehe she will read, yupp i know she will cause i know her crazy ways silly kid.


abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz...


well i have to go now Justine called so im talking to her now

my stomach hurts im waiting for Heather to call me back hehe asdas

Abby: I LOVE ABBY

ME::

Abby: you know me too well



ahhh aint that the truth abby, aint that the truth...lol I knew you would read it! lol

Well yesterday me and Justine went to Abbadabbadoos house twas fun. We went to the skatepark and hung out, we met a girl there she was nice but...issdfasdf i dont know... she asked me about Jordan- randomly i was like yeah i know him lol i guess she went out with him er something lol but yeahhh it was so intimidatingly scary there was to many pretty men in one area it was overwhelming i loved it lol then we left the skatepark-ness and went and watched a local band play "wise up, janet" afdlkasdfj they were so good!!! we talked to the lead singer man kldfj;lksfj he was pretty we were so happy and now we have to go there every week and im very excited about going there next week lfkjsdl;fk and before we went to Abby's I went to the with Justine,Abby and Mike. it was funnnnnnnnn and today we went to the mall after we got back from Abby's. Jordan was there but we didnt talk to him :-/ barely saw him we saw him like 3 times but it was only for a quick moment lol oh well... man, i really dont want to go to school tomorrow i falksjdf hate school. i dont think i can go 5 days in a row.. so far the most we went was 4 and i could barely stand that now we have to go the normal five ohhh welll...tomorrow i have an orthadontist appointment...*sigh* i hate going there its the devil...eh...hmm theres not much more to say lol I got two new cd's..I got the Senses Fail cd WOO HOO and the Hawthorne Heights cddddd that made me smile a little...




Fuck with my heart
I'll teach you what its like

To be so used that you have to clean
The dirt stuck in your plastic fingernails
And just the scent of you is enough
To make me sick

And all I know is
Revenge is sweet when
You know you're worthless
And I am better than

The games that you play princess
We played and always win

I'll take my time
To slowly plot you end
But now I will
spit bullets with my pen

And all I know is your cute
when you scream

I'll take you to the top
of the building and just push you off
run down the stairs so I can see
Your face as you hit the street


-Your Cute When You Scream- Senses Fail <3

dahhh i love that song


they are so good i love them


well i better get goingggg


cyaaaa kids later

hey, im just sitting here bored out of my mind...lol... it is 10:07 so theres really nothing to do hehe...Justine left me and so i have no one to talk to *sigh* i hate school...its the devil...well anyway...im on a mission to see where i put my good ol' cd player lol.....hmm... I FOUND IT!!! lol oh yeah im good lol i forgot to write about how another man named "ryan" called and thought i was a guy named ray thats the third person who thought i was ray and someone else called but they didnt leave a message lol i called "Ryan" back and i left a message i was like " well hey there RYAN, i think you have the wrong number there buuuuddddy cause obviously im not Ray well ill talk..er...ill cya later er..something like that...okay bye" ha, i loved it. well im going to go now cyyya

well this morning kinda sucked for me basically...Jordan sat with that girl again in the morning that i fucking hate. and he was holding her hand and had his arm around her..(thats what it looked like anyway, i could be wrong...)so im thinking they might be going out er something i dont know though cause when he got off he walked away from her...ak;lj;klj i hate its like i dont even know him anymore...i miss the old him... *sigh* i dont know... it was like during the summer i saw him every day basically then all of a sudden im lucky if i talk to him for a minute every 2 weeks.. it sucks, it really does...welllll i think i just have to suck it up, get over him and be like fuck it...fuck him....again its not easy but i feel like he makes me more sad and angry then happy....*sigh*
and dude he has to attack HER i didnt like her to begin with... shes really preppy and crazy she says "like" after everything i hate it i want to kick her a little. I was sitting right across from them (i was by him) and he didnt even say anything to me at all and i hate that he always says hi when im by him but nope i was totally ignored...what a fuckbag...



well anyway enough of that...for now..

...i had to go to the orthadontist after school today..i had to get those "coils" i hate them. they are crazy feeling and they hurt..well all of my teeth hurt right now ha.

I have homework in science,math and if i want to the review sheet in social studies and im thinking im porbaly going to do it even though you dont have to..but i dont want to get a shitty grade on that test...


speaking of test lol i got my math test back i got a B- WOO HOO i was so proud of myself

I asked my mom if i could go to the Green Day concert- finally- and shes like its to far away...god its not that damn far away and i want to go so fucking bad. man, can today get any worse klsdfjksdfj

i got it to work woo hoo. i uploaded a picture of myself lol go look at it in my gallery lol

last few mornings have all been the same on the bus- yeah kinda courious but i guess its not really any of my business, so i dont want to ask lol. he asked me if i knew what time it was..and he sounded all shy and weird i think it was just cause he was with that girl, i just ignored the question then hes like tessa do you? and im like nooope. *turns away and starts talking to heather again* lolololol. After school me and Justine went to the freshmen football game. Was pretty fun...lol he runs so weird!!! lolollololololololol butttt yeah we got to hang out which usually doesnt happen during the school days. well after i got back i finished my homework and so now im just sitting here sdisadjidsj Justine clearly loves the picture of me holding the sign that says "I <3 wieners..." lol...and her new screeen name <3 is TessaLUVSweiners...<3 i love that, hahah write when i said that abby wrote this:

Abby: I love the picture of you with the I love wieners sign
Abby: your heart is kind of pretty

hehe and Justine got on woo hoo heheheeh


well im going to go...cya kids

today was alright, same as always i guess lol. awwww Jakey got his school pictures back...sdfkjsadf awww...he looks so cute...lol maybe ill take a picture hahaha no put seriously now, his hair looks good in it. lol TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!!!! WOO HOO lol that makes me happy this week went by kinda fast i suppose, its weird the week went by fast but the days are so damn slow!! hmm...its weird ha. so i dont really know what the weekend plans are lol of course me and Justine will end up going to the mall on..saturday but on Friday *abby is going to check* and see is Wise Up Janet is playing at coffee chaos if so we might go there and i think we are going to the skatepark tooooo but i dont know what we are doing for sure..oh well we will work that out later lol im listening to The Crush they are so good!!! if you want to listen to them go to adelinerecords.com then go to mp3s and i reccomend And For You I'Am Dying its really gooood well now that song is over lol...now im listening to....Wester <3 they are really good too... *siiighhhh* i just finished my homework i really didnt feel like completing it but i did i was proud of myself for that lol well im going to go... cya!

Last night I lay awake
My eyes were dry with the pain
Sometimes I wish that I would just die
To save me from seeing you again
I knew you used me but I didn't care
I was happy just being together
Well sometimes I wonder if I should be with you
All you ever do is ignore me
You never talk when your friends are around
Too bitchen to see you with me
Won't call won't waste your time
Too busy to send your love to me
That time I held you so tight in my arms
Just wishing the night wasn't ending
That's when you said you couldn't see me
I thought our love was just beginning
Forever is just that but with you it ends
Though you're in mind as I lay here
Can't stand it no longer I've gotta give in
I call you again and again and again


Love Story- TSOL


--------------------------------


I've got my hands around your neck
and I'm squeezing them tightly
I feel you slipping away
and your paleness it haunts me

You're weighing me down
when you're here and when you're not around
and I fear the sound
and the silence that we've found
never really ever seems to be
never really ever felt the need
never really ever seems to be
convenient for me

It was the greatest mistake
and I complain but I failed you
like a noose around my neck
you're holding me back
and I can't breathe

I feel your pain and taste the blood
as furious as I can be
I'll call you bluff I've had enough
you have my heart you own my soul
I am infected by you
so hard to let you go
I fucking hate you


Fear The Sound- Hot Rod Circuit

-------------------

you woke up, in pieces
from making these changes
and holding the ransom,wont write you an anthem
on the outside, im trying, cuz inside, im dying

this broken heart was stronger than
now i cant stand to part with this
this broken heart

you took me for granted
now im changed, you havent
it wont be so easy to sell me this feeling

this broken heart, was stronger than, the words i wish you never meant
this broken heart

cant make this right, you see on my face,
that im not gunna be alright, not tonight,
you can read all my letters, but that wont mean things are fine,
not this time, cuz you gave away all the secrets of you and i

this broken heart, was stronger than
now i cant stand to part with this
this broken heart, was stronger than,
the words i wish you never meant
this broken heart



This Broken Heart- Something Corporate


----------------
make a list top ten regrets
most foolish things said
this is one time i let you go
a story im sure you and i both know feelings wont let go
im having trouble spitting out whats going threw my head

how i feel today
the same as yesterday
our one-year anniversary meant everything
i cant stand to see our feelings fade away
say hello now awkward pause and on your way to leaving me

you were the best thing i ever had
and i want that back
you were the best thing i ever ever had, i ever had
since we're on good terms, thanks for everything

another letter saved the one you wrote to me
asking if i go with you on Horsham day
its almost time to leave our anniversary
keep in mind its picture time my smiling wasnt staged but anyway

you were the best thing i ever had
and i want that back
you were the best thing i ever ever had, i ever had
since we're on good terms, thanks for for all the memories thanks for everything

you were the best thing i ever had
and i want it back
you were the best thing i ever had
and i want it back once again




Thanks, Your The Best- The Starting Line
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All I wanna do is drink beer for breakfast
All I wanna eat is them BBQ chips
All I want is someone just to try to protect us
You can try but you'd never wanna try to defend us

Hey, well I'm broke
But I'm gonna pay for some rum

All I wanna do is stand in this lie
All I wanna pick is your nose honey, hi
Sweet little corner, know you gotta be... aha!
I'm dreaming of a white Christmas

Honey, well I'm broke
But I'm gonna pay for some rum

Honey, where I'm from
Halle-fuckin-lujah
Where I'm from...

Baby boy's fine...
Baby boy's drunk...
Baby boy's a ... bah bah bah

All I wanna do is drink beer for breakfast


Beer For Breakfast- The Get Up Kids

Well on friday Justine came over and we went to the meridian football game. It was pretty fantastic...lol then on Saturday...uhm...we went to the skatepark at 4 and we stayed till like 10:30 it was fun. and now im going out with Mike Justine loves me for that a bit..ha. ummm...today we went to the mall after we came home from Abby's house. we stayed there until 3-5:45 and now im here all lonely and sad lol no actually im talking to Abby <3 so im quite good at the moment. haha. *siigghhhh* schoollll tomorrow. I hate school its the devil. mannnn i feel so bad i guess Heathers parents are getting a divorce and she called me and she was crying and stuff dude i didnt know what to say and i guess shes not going to ride the bus anymore so ill be lonely there and thats going to fucking suck... man, i feel so bad for her...but again, i didnt know what to say to her..she called yesterday but i wasnt home and she called again today but yeah i was at the mall and i tried calling her and it was busy so i wrote down her grandmas phone number and ill try calling her again...okay i just tried lol they said she was "busy" man i really want to talk to her... i bet she will call back though i told her...grandpa (??) to tell her that i called so i think she will call later...maybe...i doubt she will be at school tomorrow...so i told abby to meet me out in the front i guess she gets there at 7:15(i think?) yeahhh so i will just hang out with her...Abby <3... Justine needs to hurry up and get on i have some big fucking news to tell her...its BIG i mean asklajsdf huge...lol okay not that big but im not suppost to tell anyone ha... you just wish you kkneeewwww haha. anywho...moving on now ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

abby is on her away message at the moment and im crying...now i feel lonely lol


Auto response from x and i was like:
one moment, please.


abbbbbyyyy needs to come home



woo hoo she is back in action

asdkfjsdflkasj she went away again!!!






now her away message is:

Auto response from x and i was like:
AmericanIdiotx88: i try so hard but i cant get over you...

i didnt say that i swear...ahhhhh okay yes i did..ha...




JUSTINE IS ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sdfkldfk


well i must go now lol

byebye

Heather finally called she sounded much better and im happy. ha i talked to her cousin brandon...he told me he had a black cat in his pant...in spainish i was like oh...and then hes like do you miss me? and im like...yes i miss you a lot... *though he doesnt even know me hahahaa* then shes like no tessa dont listen to him! then she yelled at him and told him he sucked ass and that she was a black belt and will kill him good ol' heather...but she isnt going to school tomorrow ohhhh well she will be there tuesday..i guess she is calling me tomorrow after i get out of school haha ahhh actually she just called again so now im on the phone with her

Heather called again and i smiled at that i really want to see her new household i guess all the furniture they have at the moment is a coffee table (but no coffee maker...whats the point!?) and i told her im going to color her house with purple crayons


well i think im going to the movies with mike at 7:25 so i best be off...catcha later.

Heather called again and i smiled at that i really want to see her new household i guess all the furniture they have at the moment is a coffee table (but no coffee maker...whats the point!?) and i told her im going to color her house with purple crayons


well i think im going to the movies with mike at 7:25 so i best be off...adios

well im sitting here waiting for the time to be 7:25 so i can be at the movies lol ummmm i guess this is the plan for this weekend:

Friday- Im going to see napolean dynamite with abbbby and justine
Saturday- Justine Abby Mike Zach and myself are going to the skatepark around 2 and staying to around 9:30...
Sunday- well hm.. im not really sure what we have planned for that day...the mall perhaps? i dont really know lol maybe go to heathers new house... if shes not busy

yes sounds like a nice little weekend we have planned it will be funnnnnn...


well i forgot about the bet abby so hold on a second im making a page thinger instead of an entry

I just got back from the movies it was fun, I had a good time ...yeahhhhh tomorrow is my daddddds birthday funtastic.. lol and the GREEN DAY CD COMES OUT !!!! skdfjsdf im excited x 123098203948093458729053475304957203495720397594 but ...i really dont want to go to school, i wish tomorrow was saturday ohhhh well. well its 10:39 now lol so i shall go...listen to some music and perhaps lay in bed for awhile im exhausted.

I was talking about Green Day with mikey and he said his brother (or mom..) maybe could take us and his mom said he could go and iasf;lksjflksdjf;sklfjskldf so we might go if we can get tickets and all... dude im fucking dying...even if we dont go at least there was a fucking chance!!! duddddddddddddlksfkjekajfskldfjasdlkfj i really want justine to go but she doesnt think she can but im hoping she can get her mom to let her..cause i would love that well im shaking...cause im so fricken excited lol...yeah duddekrjskldfjskldfj


well im going to TRY to do my homework im a little to hyper to consontrate at the moment





Mike <3333333333333

mmm i found a REALLY cool senses fail layout so im going to try that one and see if i like it

well i couldnt get the senses fail layout to do what i wanted it to do, and i didnt feel like messing around with it tonight so ill do it tomorrow maybe. Untill then ill just use my good ol' something corporate layout lol

Well im sitting here listening to there NEW, fantastic cd. lol its so good <3



On Holiday

*dies* the way he says that slkjsdkfjasd ahhh i love it!!!


anyway speaking of Green Day *smile smile smile*...




well i asked my mom if i could go to the concert and shes like...well i dont know if i really want you to basically and im like PLEASSSSE?!?!?! and shes like....i dont know :-/ and im like momsd.fmasfdm and im like his mom said it was alright but she wanted to talk to you first and shes like okay well if i can talk to her first then yeah you can go...and im like but shes like you cant rush out get tickets and stuff we have to "talk it over" first...and im like
skjfalksfjlskdfj

im so fucking excited...i really hoopppeee i can go



AHDAKSjskj



ah...


again...


I <3 mike. lol

HOMECOMING- 3. NOBODY LIKES YOU

I FELL ASLEEP WHILE WATCHING SPIKE TV
AFTER 10 CUPS OF COFFEE
AND YOU'RE STILL NOT HERE
DREAMING OF A SONG
WHEN SOMETHING WENT WRONG
BUT I CAN'T TELL ANYONE
'CUZ YOU'RE NOT HERE
LEFT ME HERE A LONE
WHEN I SHOULD HAVE STAYED HOME
AFTER 10 CUPS OF COFFEE
IM THINKING WHERE'D YOU GO?
NOBODY LIKES YOU, EVERYONE LEFT YOU
THEY'RE ALL OUT WITHOUT YOU, HAVIN' FUN
WHERE'D YOU GO?


GREEN DAY <33333

Mike said he is calling me back, so im waiting for his call lol i dont know if our moms are going to talk to one another at the moment or what... mmmhmmm well after school i want out to eat with my faimly cause yesterday was my dads birthday lol yeahhhhhhh i actually got to see jake! lol uhmmm i saw this BEAUTIFUL man there like kasjdfksdjfa dude...he was BEAUTIFUL. he wassss wearing a black suit jacket thinger...and REALLY REALLY ssadjfs;kgfj pretty brown pants <333333 and high top black converse he was so pretty <3 i loved it like never before.








look what abby said to me



x and i was like: tessa. I'm thinking I cant hang out with you anymore.
x and i was like: NERD.
AmericanIdiotx88:
AmericanIdiotx88: i think i will kill myself now
x and i was like: yay.
x and i was like: *ahem*
x and i was like: I mean..
x and i was like: dont do that.
AmericanIdiotx88: =-O=-O=-O=-O=-O=-O=-O=-O=-O=-O=-O=-O
AmericanIdiotx88: i think i might cry


i cried like ive never cried before...

it hurt... *pats heart* right here...


lolololol


then silly abby said JAY KAY and that made all the pain from that cruel comment/s...go away...




well im going to do my english homework lol

Tomorrow is friday and thats niffty x1028390283094850948.5 im kinda bored right now... i was just talking to Heather on the phone but she had to go to her fashas house er something like that lol sooo i guess she might call me later...



yeahh lol well there isnt much to say


uhum...nothing else for me to say here lol


Homework for today:


Math- none because we had a test today...i defiently failed that test

Science- a work sheet thinger that i forgot at school..uh..ill finish it tomorrow though it will only take like a minute lol
history- nothing cause we had a debate on wether or not praying in school should be allowed.
English- reading journal...and thats bout it

Im currently changing my layout so yes i realize the picture doesnt work lol. uuumm anyway it was fucking insane i got done talking to mike like RIGHT when i hung up Heather called and so i was talking to heather for like a minute then Justine called me on my cellphone and i was talking to both of them for a little.... and then i hung up on Justine and someone called i dont know who it was... and i didnt answer it on time and then i heard the door bell ring so i walked to the door and oh my fucking golly gee it was JORDAN...i havent seen or talk to him in like 3 weeks!! and it was so frickin crazy cause i told Justine about this dream i had last night about how we went to his house and how he came over and yeahhhhh i was like ahhhhh why is he here and then he only stayed for like 2 minutes then he left and yeah but i was like that was frickin crazy and i was still talking to heather when he was here lol then Justine called me back and yeahhh now im talking to mike, justine, and abby online lol im really tired so i will probaly go to bed at like ten lol


well im off

well this morning i was on the bus all alone because heather, doesnt ride the bus anymore and what not so i was just sitting there listening to Green day and Jordan got off and i wasnt really paying any attention to him and hes like BYE TESSA really loud and im like cyaaaa later...alksjd thats weird like last week he wouldnt have even noticed meeee at all let alone have said anything at all and now all of a sudden he acts just like he used to. like ermmm my friend....lol...he says hi and stuff its really weird..well maybe i will see him this week sometime then dlskldf yeah and after school Andrew made me sit across from him lol and i just talked to him untill he had to leave Andrew...what a good kid lol


well justine is calling meee

Sooo Abby, Justine, Mike, Zach and myself went to the skatepark it was pretttttyyyy fun lol then zaccch left and uhum we sat around for awhile then we went to pizza sams.. then after that ccraaappppyyy pizza dealy-o we went back to the skatepark for a while then got bored and had Abby's mom take us to the mall at like 7:30...and when we got there we walked around for a bit then i said hi to some random men (two of them) and we saw them at target and i said hello frieeends *wave wave* and they just ignored that and so feeling lonely and rejected lololol we continued looking at cds and then under the gospel and christin music sign thinger was emineeem and the men though that was silly times a million. and they were talking to us and laughin at that and then he did this pretty thumbs up thing and im like thats picture perfect right that, definetly a kodak moment...and hes like this is also me being picture perfect and he handed me his drivers license and im like very nicceeee then im like im finding your name its...Lawerance... then i noticed that wasnt his name, thats his MIDDLE name..his name is Rex aslkjfaskf lolololol abby justine and myself were like AHH thats the coolest name...hehe then he was like the bad thing though is it is a commen name found in canines you will be walking down the street and you will here REX and then you turn around and then they will be like "come here rex come on puppy" hahaha he did silly little motions and faces when he was telling us this it was silly then they left us and we saw a pretty men so Abby Justine ran ahead to catch him and i saw jake so i was talking to him for a moment then i ran to catch up with Justine and Abby and then we went to suncoast were like have you seen a man in here? and the guy was like "he look like a man" really silly and it made me giggle...then we found this man "travis" and he wasnt as pretty as he was from behind but thats okay lol then we left suncoast and we were walking out and we saw...REX and his friend...(who me and Justine have seen many times at the mall ) and we talked to him AGAIN then he was like you should sign my car and were like sure so we went to his car and signed it lolol there was many signatures on it...very awesome...and he was like okay then he was trying to remember our names and he remembered mine very easily and i loved him for that and we found out his friend's name is "Dave" and he said he was from sue st marie..*spelling* then he said goodbye and so did dave and so we called my mom and she came and got us and dropped off mike then we were at my house and now today we may go to the mall once again hopeefffully

yes and now the fire alarm is going off lolololololololol i made cookies lol yes i am a freakin awesome cook


anywho


CYA LATER KIDS

mmmm...today we got to talk to christien. and stroke his SEXY sideburns...mmmm yes

i really do

well im extremly tired, but i dont feeling like going to bed at the moment ha. On wednesday i think me and Mike are going to the mall after school that will be a spiffy good time... awww yes. man its only MONDAY!
today went by so daaaarn SLOW